Monday, October 17, 2011

Only 164 Days to go

Last night I tossed and turned. I couldn't sleep
My brain was in full panic mode.
The Digital Parents Conference 2012  is only 164 days away

In my head I was trying to figure how I could get out of going.
Kicking myself for buying a ticket.
Really kicking myself for asking someone to sponsor me.

I cant do this.
I can't go to down to melbourne and be with REAL Bloggers.
You know the ones who manage to post nearly every day.
Compared to me who is lucky to manage a couple of post a week
And usually it is only with another bloggers link- up

I will be travelling
I will be staying somewhere new
Lots of things will be just too new for me

New is not something I really like

There will be lots of people
Eeeek I dont do people too well either

This is all fairly normal for me.
Most events or daily activities where I have to talk to other people causes anxiety.
Even meeting up with friends,  my brain starts racing a few days before trying to figure out how I can get out of it. I hope the kids or I become sick so I have a reason for us not to go.

Hell this is going to be a long 164 days if every night will be like this.

Sarah  xx

1 comment:

katepickle said...

I can 100% guarantee that you will not be the only one at DP2012 feeling this way. Just wait till the event draws closer and watch twitter go nuts with anxious bloggers who are not at all sure if they are brave enough to do this.... But then somewhere you find your brave and you do it, and you don't regret it! Promise!