Monday, October 17, 2011
Only 164 Days to go
Last night I tossed and turned. I couldn't sleep
My brain was in full panic mode.
The Digital Parents Conference 2012 is only 164 days away
In my head I was trying to figure how I could get out of going.
Kicking myself for buying a ticket.
Really kicking myself for asking someone to sponsor me.
I cant do this.
I can't go to down to melbourne and be with REAL Bloggers.
You know the ones who manage to post nearly every day.
Compared to me who is lucky to manage a couple of post a week
And usually it is only with another bloggers link- up
I will be travelling
I will be staying somewhere new
Lots of things will be just too new for me
New is not something I really like
There will be lots of people
Eeeek I dont do people too well either
This is all fairly normal for me.
Most events or daily activities where I have to talk to other people causes anxiety.
Even meeting up with friends, my brain starts racing a few days before trying to figure out how I can get out of it. I hope the kids or I become sick so I have a reason for us not to go.
Hell this is going to be a long 164 days if every night will be like this.